this has been kind of a lonely weekend. almost everyone is gone on holidays plus it was hot as hell. so i've stayed at home and i've done a lot of thinking about a couple of things that have been going on these days. problems with friends mainly. and i've come to one conclusion: i'm fucking awesome! no, really. i've always been a positive person (yes, before being xposix was sooo cool. no offence) but i had forgotten that lately. i have realized that it doesn't matter how many people try to knock me down, all this drama only makes me strong. and i've also realized how much i like myself. i'm exactly the person i want to be and if someone doesn't like it... well, i don't care anymore (not that i cared that much before). i try to become a better person every day and i'm happy with who i am and what i've accomplished this year. of course there are many things that i would like to change in my life but i don't need to lie to other people about who i am or pretend i like this band or the other. and what's more important, i don't need to lie to myself to feel better about myself. murcia is an awful city if you stand out, at least the part of the city where i live is like that (it's like living in a small village, really) but i don't care anymore cause in a couple of years i'll be leaving for good.

and tomorrow i'm going to galicia, i'll be there until august 8. then i'm going to london (for the first time!) for a couple of weeks so i'll be back on august 24. have a nice summer, whoever you are that is reading this.

i don't know why i'm doing this, honestly. it's summer and i got nothing better to do, i guess. anyway i decided to create a journal account to make my private life public. very clever. i'll regret this one day. or maybe not. i write really short sentences.
anyway! i'm on holidays and here in murcia so nothing interesting is going on. i stay at home the whole day because it's really hot outside and i watch tv series all the time instead of studying for september (hispanic literature yay!): boy meeta world, blue water high, will and grace, gilmore girls... and today i started watching life as we know it. kelly osborn looks reaterded when she smiles, it's weird. it's a very bad tv show but i watch it anyway. i know you care.

and i'm dying my hair tomorrow! (more absurd information you don't give a shit about) i might post some pics tomorrow if i like it. and if i don't, i'll just lock in my room and cry for a month haha.